Back home

Ei y'all!!
Estou em casa.
Cheguei ontem (segunda) de tarde. Fiquei um dia em Miami na casa do Joseph (um americano naturalizado brasileiro), ele me ajudou nao foi pouco nao tah!! Passeamos por Miami e pra falar a verdade nao gostei de Miami nem um poco! A praia em South Beach eh linda mas a cidade eh escura, nao tem akele glamour que a gente veh na tv! SOH TEM LATINO! O Joseph me explicou que sao 60% latinos, 18% negros e 16$ brancos (Santa Barbara eh o oposto). Ou seja, ninguem fala ingles!!
Ainda toh muito mexido. Uma saudade de tudo. Eu sei que passa, e vai passar - como foi na vez passada. Falando na vez passada, eu toh 10 vezes melhor. Eu acho soh estou meio deslocado e logo logo volto a vida de antes. Mas agora... eu toh com saudade e sempre lembro de algo de SB.

Ronnie tem me ligado muito. Ele jah me ligou umas 3 vezes! Conversamos no tel durante uns 15 minutos em cada vez. Acho que tah me fazendo bem. Ele ficou super mexido quando eu voltei - gente... MTO mexido!!! E acho que faz bem pra ele conversar comigo!
Sobre Doug. Choramos igual duas criancas no aeroporto. Eu uma fez falei com ele que quando eu vim pra casa ele nunca estava online e nunca me ligava. No aeroporto ele lembrou disso e falou que mesmo que nao entre na net nem me ligue ele sempre se lembra de mim. Nao dah pra conversar sempre, mas acho que eh meio doidera nao conversar quase nunca com uma pessoa que voce morou - deve ser a cultura de lá. Enfim... vou me acostumar, como me acostumei da vez passada.

Hoje fui pra Ufes e foi otimo!!! Fora que soh tenho aula terca que vem, descobri que a monografia nao tem que ser apresentada e Andre Biazutti quer me dar as turmas dele do Ifes (super dindin!!). E jah fiquei sabendo que tem um monte de gente querendo comprar os Victoria's Secrets que eu trouxe ( gente, avisem a todos que eu toh vendo Victoria's!). Enfim... as coisas vao se ajeitando. Me formo em 3 meses e depois o ceu eh o limite (Doug Funny disse que eh pra eu voltar quando eu me formar, mas dessa vez, sem voltar pra casa). Hoje na cantina o pessou tava falando da formatura, que soh acontece em outubro e eu disse que nao estava interessado. O Caio disse "por que cara? Jah vai estar nos EUA?" Nao sei se alguem percebeu...mas eu dei uma risadinha. :]

Tenho algumas historias dos EUA pra contar ainda, soh preciso dar um up em my life!

Abraco pro Joseph!! Obrigadissimo!

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Hey y'all!
I'm home!
I got home yesterday afternoon. The first I notices was the heat. It's hot here. Not good hot; bad hot!! I was in Miami for 24h. I stayed at Joseph's (an American guy with all the Brazilian documents) and he showed me around. The city is not as pretty as it is on the TV. There's no glamour but the beach in South Beach is beautiful. Joseph told me that 60% of the population is latin, 18% is black and 16% is white. That is, NOBODY SPEAKS ENGLISH! It didnt feel like American and I dont plan to go back!
I'm kinda sad about being back - and I'm sad about being sad. I think it's selfish that my family and friends want me here, but I dont want to be here. I sorted my junk out today and bumped into little things from the US (like my house keys) and that got me super sad. Going to bed yesterday was not good either. I could still see the whole house right in front of me. :[ Most memories are still very very fresh but I know some will fade and I'll adapt again.

Ronnie has called me a lot lately. I think he's called three times and he'll call again tonight. He was very upset when I left. We became friends very quickly and it was hard for him to let go. I like that he calls, and he likes to call too, so... Keep it coming!
About Doug. I haven't heard much about him. When I was in the US I told him once that I didnt like that we became strangers because he would never called and never would be online, he said he was busy. At the airport he remembered that and said that he may not be online or call but he still thinks about me and misses me. I think it's cultural. You live with someone and then you dissappear.... Anyways, I'll get over it, soon ( I hope). I go from moments of excitment and then I get upset. I'll adapt, I know that. Cuz that happened last time.

I went to college today. It was good to see my friends and keep my mind busy. I got good news!! A friend is giving his classes away at this language course (they pay GREAT), the monography will not be presented! And I barely have classes and it all ends in 3 months!!! Everybody was talking about the graduation party, which happens only in October and I said I was not interested, Caio asked me "why? Will you be back overseas already?". I guess they didn't see it, but I smiled! :]

I still have stories to tell about the US. Just give me some time, and I'll finish the whole trip!

Special hugs to Joseph! Obrigado!!